Day 29
My eyes are glued to the clock on my night stand. It’s 11:40 PM, and my brain reluctantly registers the implication of the time. In twenty short minutes, it will be the beginning of the last day before Frost’s “offer” is completely off the table.
I can’t believe how quickly the time has gone by. Twenty-nine full days, and they’ve all snuck away from me like nothing, even though each and every single one of them has been busy and hectic and miserable as hell.
I tear my gaze away from the numbers, pinching the bridge of my nose in exhaustion. Too many thoughts keep trying to take over my mind at the same time, grappling and fighting with each other for my attention. I feel overwhelmed. Beyond overwhelmed, even; like I’m suffocating inside my own body. I seriously feel like I’m on the verge of imploding, at the very edge of having a nervous breakdown. If things keep going the way they’ve been, chances are that’s exactly what’s going to happen.